rock my life

Tuesday, November 30

i had the chance-

stop acting like you understand
cos you dont.

but i blew it away

`17:35

Monday, November 29

if only ive been braver-

a fire just broke out near my house.

if I was invisible
then i could just watch you in your room
if i was invincible
i'd make you mine tonight
if hearts were unbreakable
then i can just tell you where i stand
i would be the smartest man
if I was invisible
(wait..i already am)

`20:53

Saturday, November 27

is that cool or wad-

i love the lyrics in loulou's blog. (:

okay. i kind of miss my work alr.
hahahah psycho bear was okay today
but went alittle psycho at the end of the day.
oh and me and qianya wrote a little note for all of them in the company!
it was very stupid and funny and sarcastic.
ohwells.

went to meet loulou at raffles city
yep. and we spent like 30mins thinking of wad food to eat
and went to indoor stadium at 0840!
hahah but luckily the concert started at 0845! (:
jay is so musical!
hahaha he can play the chinese flute and the piano
VERY WELL.
yes and hes very funny.
HMM.
me and loulou went very high near the end
kept laughing all the way

after the concert
took bus 11 to kallang mrt
but it closed alr!
ahahah so we decided to take 31 to toa payoh cos its the nearest stop from there
then after that we saw many ppl going down and we thot we were at toa payoh mrt cos we saw this mrt opposite
but then we turn around and saw this very huge sign
and realised it was boon keng mrt!!
hahahahh and we kept laughin like mad
almost died laughing.
and this indian guy laughed at us! :/
so we thot we die alr
somemore we were both broke.
REALLY NO MONEY AT ALL.
cannot take taxi or wad.
but then we saw bus 133 then we took it go amk lor.
haha quite funny la.

`02:29

Thursday, November 25

a smartstupid

my parents came back ytd!
plus my brother. he came back on band camp day.
yep. finally! hahah
i was broke but now at least open the wallet can see one 5dollars note inside.

my bigbrother sent me christmas presents!
haha got the simpsons dvd, schoolofrock and blah.
and i've got a paulfrank tshirt!

tml is the last day of my work!
haha yay!
but i'll miss it la.
today was quite boring without qianya
though we got more stuff to do.
i slept throughout the whole morning haha
and after lunch
psycho bear went psychotic
and was psycho-ing me!
almost went crazy. :/

okay.
after hearing about fel's job.
i concluded that my job sucks ALOTALOT.

i want to watch shutter!

`22:36

Monday, November 22

wait and see-

okay. correction! i didnt work in a bank!
i work in this.. i also dunno.
hahah but anyway
i met qianya at raffles mrt late
and we had to rush all the way to the stupid company which was veryvery far!
then we reached there and guess wad!
no one was there at all except for yingxian and the receptionist.
so we stoned there for one hour

this lady came.
asked us who we were waiting for
we said mr keamon tiong and she told us to wait
after a while she came out and told us that keamon left the company alr for some island called ~~papayugini~~ papua new guinea!
then she asked us to wait again
hahahaha after one hour
this man came.
asked us who we were waiting for
we said mr keamon tiong again i dunno why and he told us to wait
after a while he came out and told us that keamon left the company alr for some island called ~~papayugini~~ papua new guinea!
then he asked us to wait again
and that another guy called david chong would come.

hahahhaha so we waited for another hour
and this guy finally came!
he started talking about his family, background and blah
then brought us to this roadshow
and suddenly disappeared
and reappeared and told us we've got 2 hours lunch break!

haha then somebody went to meet her somebody to have her homecooked meal specially made for her by somebody and abandoned me and yingxian
walked and saw somebody with her somebody HAHA

so we went back to work and we were assigned to call up companies to do survey!
i called four
one talktalktalk and finally told me the person not in!
one did the survey! tumble tots company!!
yup. after that this lawrence guy was being so irritatingly funny.

okay after work! ((:
met loulou
to buy jaychou concert tickets!
and we sat beside this pillar
to count 100 dollars of notes
and 156 dollars worth of COINS!
got onedollar 50cents 20cents 10cents and 5cents!
haha count until like mad
and we change all of MY notes to coins
and all of the onedollars and 50cents to smaller change
and my wallet was so heavy
it could be use as weights
and the 156 dollars worth of COINS
changed into 66 dollars worth of COINS!
not bad rite!
BUT!
when we went to the sistic counter there rite
the lady saw our coins and she went COME HELP AH!
hahaha but in the end she ownself count
she was pretty nice
she could still chat with us and count without getting irritated
and there was this super damn long queue behind us who were all very angry!
and this angmoh went
fuck. omg. they've got so many coins!
hahahahahha then me and loulou was like looking down
and faster ran away when we got our tickets
hahah and we realised we went wrong way so we went back again!!
and we kept going on the wrong escalators!

after that
i went to collect a bday present!
hahaha and i'm finally home!

`21:33

Sunday, November 21

nobody's home-

its true! points up-
i'm going to be alone at home till thurs or fri :/

i'm going to work with qianya
in a bank tml!
hahaha

`23:01

not my thing-

What an amazing time
What a family
How did the years go by?
Now it's only me

Tick tock..

Like a cat in heat stuck in a moving car
Scary conversations,
Shut my eyes, can't find the brake
What if they say that you're a cutter?

Naturally i'm worried if i do it alone
Who really cares cuz it's your life
You never know, it could be great
Take a chance cuz you might grow
Oh... oh ohhh

What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting for!?

Tick tock..

Take a chance you stupid Ho

Like an echo pedal, you're repeating yourself
You know it all by heart
Why are you standing in one place?
Born to blossom, bloom to perish

You know you're only known
Cuz of your sex chromosome
I know it's so messed up how our society all thinks (for sure)
Life is short, you're capable (uh huh)
Oh... oh ohhh

Look at your watch now!
You're still a super hot female!
You got your million dollar contract!
And they're all waiting for your hot track!

What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting for!?

I can't wait to go
Back into Japan
Get me lots of brand new fans
Osaka, Tokyo
You Harajuku girls
Damn, you've got some wicked style...

Go!
Look at your watch now!
You're still a super hot female!
You got your million dollar contract!
And they're all waiting for your hot track!

What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting for!?

Take a chance, you stupid ho
What you waiting for?
What you waiting for?
Take a chance, you stupid ho

`18:42

Saturday, November 20

long term problem-

happy birthday daddy!!
hahaha and my ahma too!
oh and i love you mel! (:

`22:38

Friday, November 19

I'M TRYING OKAY!

`22:02

its highly possible-

watched the incredibles ytd
with loulou! (:
haha its incredible!
and jackjack is so cute!!
we missed five mins of the show tho.
after that we went to popular
saw this jackjack pillow
and we took it with us around the store
in case anyone took it
hahah then after buying wad we wanted to buy
we put it right below so no one will see it and buy it.
then we saw gen and yanhan
yep (:

`13:49

Tuesday, November 16

weak-

had band today
it was okay.
then met loulou jiaxin qians yanhan
haha i cant wait!
yep. went for mep rehearsal
for the first time.
and it was quite okay also.

i hate this.

`23:39

Sunday, November 14

not every story has a happy ending-

maybe its intuition
but some things you just dont question
like in your eyes
i see my future in an instant
and there it goes
i think ive found my best friend

i know that it might sound more than a little crazy
but i believe

i knew i loved you before i met you
i think i dreamed you into life
i knew i loved you before i met you
i have been waiting all my life

theres just no rhyme or reason
only this sense of completion
and in your eyes
i see the missing pieces
im searching for
i think ive found my best friend

i know that it might sound more than a little crazy
but i believe

i knew i loved you before i met you
i think i dreamed you into life
i knew i loved you before i met you
i have been waiting all my life

a thousand angels dance around you
i am complete now that ive found you

i knew i loved you before i met you
i think i dreamed you into life
i knew i loved you before i met you
i have been waiting all my life

`15:40

Thursday, November 11

it was meant to be a happy day-

hahah thanks everyone for their presents! (:

box of cookies!: aixin baked!!
black skirt!: qians alicia fel
hershey-shaped and heart-shaped cookies!: alicia baked it! split cost with qians and fel
black tamagotchi: big brother!
levi jeans! and sweater-like tee: mummy!
porkey/pokey chocolate: second brother but he ate it up
kinder surprise: mel zhixuan
piggy air seat: cinli peizhen
winnie-the-pooh air toy: weiling
doggy cushion: joyce char
chobits comic book 8 and a very lovely card: xiaoting
hardcovered notebook/diary: xinhui
flesh imp black tshirt and this big happy bday card: loulou jiaxin lala ling mel
perlini silver earrings and bracelet and a bottle of candies: linna cyn marilyn
heart-shaped box of hershey's chocolates! and a rose: emily
precious thoughts candle thing: jieying
bubblegums pen that bounces or sth: joanne sarah
jellybaby thingie: maryanne
bear soft toy: sorry i'm not sure who gave it :/
tigger soft toy: samq tzewei jionchun
pretty soap: jionchun
fleshimp earrings: aloy vincent zhongwei
adobe photoshop cd: zhongwei
this snowman deco: stef shihui
winnie-the-pooh cups and bottles and doggie toy and card: huiqing enid simin
a sock full of sweets: natalie
necklace and bracelet: isaac

and many others who wished/smsed/tagged/email/phoned me happy birthday (:

`13:46

Tuesday, November 9

scandalous-

haha my brother is so idiotic.
you know wad
he came home and then he told me

b: heheh i bought your present you know
me: REALLY?
b: yeah. HAHA but on the way home i ate it up
me: ...
b: guess wad it is. go see it in the dustbin HAHA

stupid la hah

`13:34